Friday February 28,1997 Erev Shabbat Adar I 21, 5757 Ki Tisah (Exodus 30:11-34:35) Something to think about: This week's Parsha reverts back to the Revelation at Sinai. While Moses is receiving the law, many of the people panicked and turned to idolatry. They created and served a golden calf. This national sin is considered to have continuous impact on us. After shattering the first set of "Two Tablets" (which is worth its own essay), Moshe is desperate to seek forgiveness for us from G-d. "Please G-d, this nation has sinned an extremely enormous sin" (32:31) It is strange that Moses, who in his career constantly strives to protect his people, now seems to magnify our sin before Hashem. Shouldn't he be trying to play it down? Rabbi Israel 'Baal Shem Tov' (founder of the Hassidic movement) explains the role of Moses [and a lesson for our generation] with a parable: There was once a very mischievous child who would often perform terrible pranks and would be soundly punished by his teacher. One of these pranks resulted in the child falling, suffering severe damage. The parent who witnessed this ran yelling, "Now is not the time to punish him, rather he needs to be healed, bring a doctor." Moses heads off any accusation against Israel, "The people have sinned terribly. They have caused themselves grievous damage. Hashem, the first priority is to heal them. Show me how to mend the gaping wound in their relationship with you." In our own lives there are times that we are faced with personal loss or tragedy. Often we jump to "crime and punishment", seeking out whom to blame and whom to punish. Moses teaches us to heal the patient first. Then perhaps there may even be no reason to punish. Our communities certainly can benefit from more healing and less punishing. Our traditions offer us volumes of spiritual salves and bandages. This week's Parsha and Moshe are telling us that it's time to use them.